Channeling my second book was quite different than expected. I wanted to write during the whole thing, but my recent writing weekend wasn’t what I planned. The way I write is just following the guidance – the guides tell me when, and I’m usually guided to where. The timing is important because it’s when a portal is open for the information to come through. It needs to be concentrated writing, it’s not the kind of thing I can work on a bit each day for awhile. It has to be intensive weekends where I’m fully in the vortex. 

There will be 3 books that I know about so far that will be in the Monarch Being series – starting with Manifestation Mastery, and the next book is all about love and relationships. That book will be channeled in April & May of this year, and I’m both nervous and excited for what’s going to come through. It feels big. I already know it’s going to trigger me. 

However, there are a few other books that need to be written, and they’re a little more esoteric. The Monarch Being books are more accessible to the masses – you don’t have to understand what a channeled text is or even care to get a lot of information out of it – it’s a lot more tangible. The book I’m working on right now, though, is really scribe work. It’s a channeled text from Melchizedek that he’s been telling me about for about a year, and I was honestly surprised when he said I needed to write it this March. I expected it to be after the next Monarch Being book. 

Anyway, this book is shorter, and it’s really all ascension codes. It’s powerful. I set aside two weekends for it, and the first weekend took me by surprise. I expected to write most of the weekend, and honestly thought I would finish it, but I couldn’t. The timing of the book overlapped with die-off from a protocol I started…my body has been going haywire through these ascension shifts (more on that in separate posts – a lot to dive into), and a lot has been dying off. When I got to my hotel, I was in so much pain. My physical body was aching, I just had to lay on the floor. My brain felt like it wasn’t working and I had a massive headache. All I wanted to do was sleep, so desperate for sleep, but the pain kept me awake. How was I supposed to channel through that? Channeling requires a lot of energy, and also to allow myself to be fully in surrender and flow. But Melchizedek told me to write that weekend for a reason — it’s never a coincidence. 

I ended up spending most of the weekend on the floor, feeling the pain in my body, the stabs in my brain, going in and out of the pain, and communicating with the guides. All around me – a room of white light beings, different ascended masters and angels all there guiding me. Of course, Melchizedek, as it was his weekend. What I found out was the weekend was more of an initiation than anything else. The guides kept telling me not to worry, that the book wouldn’t take me very long, to just be in the process. There was a lot that came through, but essentially it pushed me to total surrender. For awhile now I’ve felt divided. Knowing my mission, but going halfway in as I still clung to some sense of “normalcy” in my life, because I know that going all in will change everything, and that things will get even weirder. Saying yes to scribing this book also meant saying yes to the mission, surrendering to it, going all in, and releasing everything not in alignment with it. 

There were a lot of tears. I so desperately want to go all in on what I’m here to do, and to release everything else, but haven’t wanted to let anyone down. I’ve been afraid of what’s on the other side. It was like two clear timelines were laid out in front of me, and it was the moment where I had to pick — stay more “relatable,” do something that still has one foot in the door of normalcy, but always wonder what would’ve happened if I chose differently… or fully commit. Scribe. Channel. Fully surrender to what wants to move through me. Release all judgment. With those two timelines, there isn’t really a choice. I will never pick a timeline where I’m always wondering “what if,” and so I said okay — let’s do this. Just show me what I need to release. 

From there it was shown everything that needed to go. Everything that was distracting me. And I started to see programs, businesses, habits, foods, people that all had to go if I want to fully clear the space for what wants to be birthed through. The room filled with ascended masters, many who told me if I said yes, they’d like me to scribe for them. I mean, how can I turn that down? So I surrendered. I said goodbye, I closed the chapter. Saying a full yes, committing to the mission, also means my body needs to move to the next stage of holding a lot more light, and that process is not always comfortable. So my body has been very physically affected. I can only take it one day at a time. And this is one aspect that has come through quite clearly – the physical part of ascension. It can be painful. It can be uncomfortable. You can’t cling to vanity. Are people willing to do that? If on the other side there is something greater? Something to ponder. I’ll share more on the physical process soon, but that was most of what my weekend was. I did scribe, and it was effortless, easy, almost too easy. Melchizedek chuckled at me and told me that was how it was supposed to be. He said, “Compare this state of ease to everything else in your life. Everything should feel this effortless.” And that put a lot into perspective for me. It brings me to tears – how right it feels to channel. How easy it is. Because it’s bizarre! It’s right there!  When I put into context the rest of my life, how hard I tried, to focus, to put work in, that’s what I became used to. And having this comparison point made me realize how heavy other things feel. And then I felt the exhaustion on a conscious level, and knew that things had to go. The lightness and the ease are what I want, and so I have to make choices in alignment with that being my reality. 

The first weekend looked a lot like laying on the floor crying in my hotel room, talking to the guides, journaling, scribing / writing, and forest walks. I completed about 75% of the book, and as I write this I’m about to start my second channeling weekend. It feels like every time I work on channeling a book, more and more gets unlocked. This weekend should be a bit less emotional. I’m beyond excited to complete this text.